You wanna know what I want? I'll tell you what I want. I want you to be sorry for the month that I wasted on you. I want that month back. I want someone who isn't going to string me along for the ride. Someone who when I say "am I worth it, do I have a chance," he says, "yes," not "just give up cause idk what's going to happen." that's what I want.
I want you to stop playing me.
But I'm not going to let you do that anymore. I'm finished with you. You broke my heart in more ways than one. I betrayed all odds, and even went against what my friends said I should do. How could I not listen to them? They saw everything you are, the things I didn't see. I saw it, just chose to ignore it.
But I'm not ignoring it now.
I hope being one of the biggest players I've ever known suits you... that's sure to get you really far in life.
So now I'll turn to myself to pick up the pieces and make it better, repair what's broken. Because I know for sure that you don't care how bad I'm hurting because of what you've done. You won't see it, because you won't look.
I know now that I never meant anything at all, but so my one question is what was I to you? Someone to cheat on your gf with when she was cheating on you? I don't know.
Do I want to know? I'm not sure.
But you're so stubborn that I guess I'll never really know.
No comments:
Post a Comment