Seriously. Everything I complain about... is all pointless. It's just rambling. It's ridiculous, really, it is...
I never realized how easy my life is compared to anyone else's up until this very moment.
Sure, I've never been able to pick up and leave and spend three straight days at a friends house in the summer, because I have a brother with a disability who can't be home alone. And sure, I'm going to go to college in New England somewhere close to home and I'll be there like. every weekend. I can't say I have a normal life, because I don't, I deal with a lot of things people don't. I'm stuck home most days when I'm not at school to answer a phone that hardly rings, and take care of someone who doesn't need taking care of.
But it's my life, and it works for me.
I always thought I had it rough, being in the situation I'm in, but I realize that hey, everyone deals with shit, and I have a lot to be happy with and proud of, and I am. I have a brother who shows me the meaning of life, simply, every single time i look at him. I have two parents who have been together since high school, and have made it through a lot of family trauma that people probably wouldn't believe if I told you. I have a car, and a job, and I support myself on my own every single day.
And lastly and MOST importantly, I have the most amazing friends, who I love all to death, that I would do ANYTHING for.
If anyone hurts one of my friends ever again, I'm going to become completely badass and make you hurt... ten times over. Because being a good girl can only get you so far in this life, mine especially, so you might want to watch what you say and who you say it to from now on.
X's and O's.
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