Words kill.
That has got to be one of the worst things that someone has said to me. You should have just said it to my face. As if I didn't already know anyway. Might as well just start putting names so that everyone else can know too. Oh wait! You made it obvious. so everyone DOES know. But whatever. Your one of the people who I opened up to and let everything out, even things that I rarely ever tell, I told. And you took it and ran with it. And I'm sure you very well know that I was going to react this way. I can't even DESCRIBE the words running through my head right now.. the way to form a sentence that describes what I feel at this very moment, its kinda like someone is pinching off veins in and out of my heart so that the blood can't get back to it so it's aching, and everything else is too. Because when you mess with the heart, you mess with everything else. You know, simple human anatomy and everything.
Today has been one of the worst days I have ever faced in my entire life. I watched my ex dump my best friend... because of me. This is all. my. fault. And, I don't want to hear that it's not, because it very much so is. I watched history repeat itself... saying the exact words that I heard, the exact same way..
It was like slicing that wound open again, when it hasn't even fully healed.
And then you poured gasoline into it and lit it on fire! Congrats.
But don't worry. It's all good.
I'm done here. I'm done talking.
Cue the tears now... oh wait, they're already here.
Two hometown hearts, up against the world.
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