Thursday, October 22, 2009

failing beautifully. day 1.

Breathe In. Breathe Out. Put one foot in front of the other, take one day at a time. Till you find that someone you can't live without. And until then, oh I'll breathe in, and breathe out.

It's amazing how in such a short period of time someone can become so close to you and you already dream about what the future might hold, for you both, together. But what's a whole lot worse is feeling like it won't get off the ground. When you've felt this hurt for so long, that the pain just rips right through you, tears you into shreds, inside your dying, the empty gaps and spaces longing for something to fill them. And then you find someone who somehow, brings the shine back in the smile, the sparkles back in your eyes. That instant surge of happiness, those empty spaces filled contently. On top of the world, untouchable.

And someone else rips that out, right from under you. That person, that guy that makes you feel so good about yourself, likes you too. A lot. The words came from his own mouth. But someone has to be in the way. And prevent you from being happy. The reasons for it, unknown. Sort of.

Why won't you let me be happy?


Two hometown hearts, up against the world.

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