I really don't know what else to do, so this my final attempt. Please, someone, slap me across the face. Wipe my memory and hollow out my heart. Make it go away. Make it stop hurting. Make it so that he never did this to me. Make it so that I don't feel pain from him anymore. Make it so that he feels even a fraction of what I feel right now. Last night was so amazing, I got to see you finally succeed. I've always wanted that for you, and you did it. Congrats, by the way. (: But, now that you're gone, I am too. I can't be here. I can't walk through Central anymore without being constantly reminded of everything you are. All the moments spent together and everything that happened. Everywhere I look there you are. Everything I hear there you are. Everywhere I go there you are. I wish you'd give me the chance. I'm so... addicted to everything you are. I hate that I feel this way but I'd hate to feel anything else. It's because I'm. Nevermind.. not important. I don't know how to fix this or deal with it. I want it to stop hurting. I wanna be yours. I wanna be the one you wanna be with. I wanna be the one who means everything to you that you can't stand to be away from. I wanna be special, and important, and safe, and loved. I know you're capable of all of those things but seriously why can't you just see that I'm right here, and that I'm not going anywhere? I have no more tears left to cry or words left to say. Alright, forget it, I can't talk anymore.
it just hurts too much.
Somehow I found a way to get lost in you.
let me inside, let me get close to you.
Don't change your mind, I'll get lost if you want me to.
but somehow I found.
A way to get lost in you.
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