i wish "respect" was mutually understood.

I'm so sick of going everywhere in life by myself.
I'm at the point where people can't even return a simple flipping text message from three days ago.
If you don't wanna go just say no. It's not that hard. I would have understood.
If you don't like someone you work with, don't give them an attitude. Just don't work side by side with them. Let them go their way and if they try to help you out by mentioning something you're doing wrong, don't give them hell and then tell everyone what didn't actually happen to the point where you're crying on the sales floor and have to run out back so customers dont see you.
If you feel like someone at work excluded you from something, don't yell at them in front of the rest of the employees. Don't give them crap for it if you don't mean it, if it was completely harmless and actually had nothing to do with you because you don't even work at the same time that the other person does.
If you need more hours at work and want to win an inhouse competition that you already have in the bag, don't take the hours from someone else who needs them just as bad as you do.
If you're going to break a person's heart by deciding to date someone else and not tell them, don't ignore them and act like you don't know them. Don't snap your neck in the opposite direction and keep walking without acknowloging that they're there, no matter who they're talking to.
If you're going to tell someone that you hate someone that they don't like, don't turn around and tell them how pretty they are and that they should totally hang out soon. If you don't hate them like you say you do, just say it straight out.
If you're going to be upset with someone, don't completely ignore them when they're used to seeing you in the morning. Don't just not text them to tell them that you're there. Just at least tell them you don't want to talk to them.

It would just be so much easier if everyone just came out and say what they feel, and what they think of things, because otherwise it just leads for people to the point where they're sick all the time, and don't eat, and hardly get any sleep. It's not right for a person to get themselves all tied up into knots because of the way that everyone in their life treats them. One person shouldn't have to carry the weight of the world on her shoulders (since she pulled all the muscles in it, after all.) One person who is sixteen freaking years old shouldn't be under all of this.

I'm not doing this anymore.

So everyone needs to just cut the crap before I snap and fall in a heap somewhere.

But who'd actually come looking for me?

Hmm. point proven.