Oh wait, I didn't go.
I made a poor decision and didn't take time for myself. I stayed at the store till past ten at night and worked my ass off all for nothing.
I'm so disappointed with myself right now. For not taking the chance to do something for myself. I'm always doing things for everyone else. Like, I work on my two days off to help out my old boss and some old friends. I work on the night of junior semi to do my new boss a favor. I babysit on my only Saturday night off in forever to help out my parents. Everything I do is for someone else- and never for myself.
And in return everyone leaves me.
i open myself and let someone in who i think is special and then it just ends up that they're all stupid and they all hurt me
when is it going to get any better?
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