I've decided to cut him from my life. Completely. He doesn't care about how he's treating me and I've decided he can't do it anymore.
As difficult as it is, as much as it hurts. I have to do it. It can't keep hurting forever.
He's chosen a life that doesnt include me in it, so why should I try to keep including him in mine?
He was my everything, my rock, my shoulder to cry on. He made everything okay again. I used to smile every time I'd hear his name. I used to pick up extra shifts to see him. I used to fall on every word. My heart would race every time I'd hear him say my name, every time he'd hug me or hold my hand. I wish he realized how important he was to me;; everyone else saw it but him.
So, it's the end now. I'm not trying anymore. I'm gonna be me.
" Sometimes I wish we could pretend
Even if only for one weekend
So come tell me, is this the end? "
:). You being happy for yourself is all that matters.
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