10 Minutes

Okay, I am going to make this clear to everyone who evidentally does not understand.

i chose to walk away from a situation that was making me unhappy. That has been making me unhappy for months. I did it because of the fact that my thoughts and my emotions were hid, by my own choice. I didn't want to concern you with it. So, I spoke to him directly about it. And he chose to leave the situation as it was and didn't give a care that I was feeling horribly for so long.

And neither did you.

From day one, I told you both, that I couldn't take having my heart broken.

That, my dear, is exactly what you did. Break my heart.

So now all that is left for me to say is that I don't need your attention, because I never got it anyway. You've always said that you'd put your friends first but if that were true, you wouldn't be in the position you are in right now, nor would I.

I have been meaning to get this out for some time now- you say that I took your place, well, actually, I took theirs. You only turned to me after everyone else left you. After they all said, if you do that again, we will not come back. THEN you turned to me and I said that I was the best friend you have.

Well, that was clearly not the case because if it were, you would have cared a little bit more about your best friend. If I was really your best friend you would have known better when I said that I was okay with you taking away the one good thing I had in my life at that point in time. The fact that he was willing to walk away from me, fine. But that doesn't mean I didn't still love him. And you very well knew that too.

This is the last word I am going to say about this, because it is completely finished and I don't care if you post anything further, I'm not going to start a war of words. I will not retaliate to anything else you have to say.

This is my final message to you, that we are finished here. Everyone wants to know that if he were out of the picture, if things would go back to the way they were.

No. They wouldn't.

They call it walking away simply because of the fact that you're leaving. No where in there does it say that I will be walking back.

When I walk away, it's solid.

I walked away and I have a whole army of people that back me up and I know that I can turn to the people who answered the call at two in the morning- as opposed to the person who made me make that call.

I will never forget, nor will I ever forgive, hearing the words from your very mouth that I am desperate. If I were desperate, I wouldn't be single, would I?

Just something I wonder about.